missjessica

well, 16 months after little man and im still in the same boat i was. I’ve been hitting the gym a lot, but finding it hard to stop munching all the time. I need some serious motivation and do not know how to get it. Of course my son motivates me but, somehow.. I always end up going back. Just tired of the up down, constant struggle. But so far, its been going okay, im tempted all the time but holding my ground. Hopefully things will look up when the scale shows me results. How do you all do it? Im so lost in my old ways I do not know how to pull through.

Had him 6/29/09 by c-section and he’s perfect.  I’m back on track.. time to lose this weight.  It’s gonna fall of, im so motivated it’s awesome lol.

Getting pregnant is the perfect example as to why we need to care for our bodies.  I weigh around 267 these days, put on a lot from the baby.. I have high blood pressure, which could lead into preeclampsia, by next week I could have it.  I’m getting NST’S every week for the baby, two times a week.  I just want him to be healthy and happy,  and because I wasn’t so healthy before getting pregnant he has to suffer.  Ugh, it sucks!

Please pray for the baby, due June 29th — but were looking at an early delievery.  Just that he is healthy, and fine.

I havent been on here in a while.  And it isnt because I dont want to lose weight anymore, trust me lol.  I’ve just been post poned.  I found out I was pregnant in October! Lol, and  I couldnt be happier.  With all the cravings, dieting while pregnant, well… almost impossible for me. lol  I found out i’m having a little BOY! ahh. i’m so excited.  So for now, I won’t be able to track my progress! I can say I’ve put on some pounds though.. but all for my little man. Well worth it.  Back on the wagon soon though, June 29 is my due date! Wish me luck guys!

I weigh 215 now.  16 more pounds til im under 200 pounds, and.. its the best feeling i’ve ever felt.  How i’ve kept to my diet, honestly.. I don’t even feel like i’m dieting.  I just eat better, eat smaller.. and exorcise.  The weight is seriously falling off, i’m taking it slow… but from where I was and how fast it feels like I got here, the wait is worth it!

Hope everyone keeps with it, and is doing well!!!

Ly guys!

been eating like a nut case, seriously.  Im ready to get back on track today though, I’ve got too.  I want to losee losee, and yet.. i keep hindering myself.  Its okay.. ill work twice as hard today, im going to overrrrcome this crazyness.

hope everyone is doing great =)

“Lose weight, feel great”

Sometimes, losing weight… isn’t always feeling great.  People don’t realize the every day challanges I go through, that everybody goes through.  It’s sort of the one thing you want to overcome but it’s one of the hardest.  I can’t lie this has been an up and down ride for me.  But, just keeping the motivation in my heart that i’m going to do this hasn’t been hard.  I know to better my life, and myself this is the move I need to take.  The one thing I need to do.  But sometimes, willpower isn’t enough.  Wanting something isn’t enough.  Even knowing it, isn’t enough.  How can you want something so bad but feel like it’s 20,000 miles away from reach.  It’s right there, yet some days you feel like you’ll never make it through.  I’ve got to.  Depression is part of my problem.  I get in these moods now and then, and it’s hard to shake them.  But realizing that you can, is a good thing.. I’m more ready for this than ever, and it feels good right now,  it’ll all be worth it.

today was beautiful huh, Ive been feeling really good lately, I just had a good week.  I feel slimmer, lol which is nice.  I havent really felt it til just now.. I’m about to go out though yayyyy lol I need to get out the house, Im gonna go chill with the people, should be fun.. Lol i dont know why i didnt want to just get this motivated before, I feel really motivated.. And ive never felt like this before.  I think once you realize its not other peoples problem its your problem, and work from there.. everything sort of falls into place.  I mean I used to have a million reasons why I was overweight but the truth is, I just was.. There really is no excuse.  But I feel good.. hope everyone is doing goood. =) Ly all

Well.. it’s late. I feel like for once, I’m finally ready to do this weight loss thing.  I’ve tried like, a ba-jillion times to lose weight, and each time.. I always end up going back somehow.  I’m just so sick && tired of my life being all about food.  Because that’s seriously where I’m at.  Just eating.  I have great friends, great family, but there I am.. eating non-stop.  I’m ready to move on, and take control of my life ya know? .. I’m excited to do this for a change, because this time it’s really for me, Not to be super skinny for other people.. Just for me =)