missjessica

I weigh 215 now.  16 more pounds til im under 200 pounds, and.. its the best feeling i’ve ever felt.  How i’ve kept to my diet, honestly.. I don’t even feel like i’m dieting.  I just eat better, eat smaller.. and exorcise.  The weight is seriously falling off, i’m taking it slow… but from where I was and how fast it feels like I got here, the wait is worth it!

Hope everyone keeps with it, and is doing well!!!

Ly guys!

been eating like a nut case, seriously.  Im ready to get back on track today though, I’ve got too.  I want to losee losee, and yet.. i keep hindering myself.  Its okay.. ill work twice as hard today, im going to overrrrcome this crazyness.

hope everyone is doing great =)

“Lose weight, feel great”

Sometimes, losing weight… isn’t always feeling great.  People don’t realize the every day challanges I go through, that everybody goes through.  It’s sort of the one thing you want to overcome but it’s one of the hardest.  I can’t lie this has been an up and down ride for me.  But, just keeping the motivation in my heart that i’m going to do this hasn’t been hard.  I know to better my life, and myself this is the move I need to take.  The one thing I need to do.  But sometimes, willpower isn’t enough.  Wanting something isn’t enough.  Even knowing it, isn’t enough.  How can you want something so bad but feel like it’s 20,000 miles away from reach.  It’s right there, yet some days you feel like you’ll never make it through.  I’ve got to.  Depression is part of my problem.  I get in these moods now and then, and it’s hard to shake them.  But realizing that you can, is a good thing.. I’m more ready for this than ever, and it feels good right now,  it’ll all be worth it.

today was beautiful huh, Ive been feeling really good lately, I just had a good week.  I feel slimmer, lol which is nice.  I havent really felt it til just now.. I’m about to go out though yayyyy lol I need to get out the house, Im gonna go chill with the people, should be fun.. Lol i dont know why i didnt want to just get this motivated before, I feel really motivated.. And ive never felt like this before.  I think once you realize its not other peoples problem its your problem, and work from there.. everything sort of falls into place.  I mean I used to have a million reasons why I was overweight but the truth is, I just was.. There really is no excuse.  But I feel good.. hope everyone is doing goood. =) Ly all

Well.. it’s late. I feel like for once, I’m finally ready to do this weight loss thing.  I’ve tried like, a ba-jillion times to lose weight, and each time.. I always end up going back somehow.  I’m just so sick && tired of my life being all about food.  Because that’s seriously where I’m at.  Just eating.  I have great friends, great family, but there I am.. eating non-stop.  I’m ready to move on, and take control of my life ya know? .. I’m excited to do this for a change, because this time it’s really for me, Not to be super skinny for other people.. Just for me =)